Flora's Walk raises awareness of parents' mental health struggles for 3rd year in St. John's
CBC
WARNING: This story contains details of suicidal ideation.
For the third year in a row, a fundraiser for perinatal mental health in St. John's aimed to raise awareness of the struggles some parents experience when welcoming a new family member.
Flora's Walk was organized by the provincial chapter of the Canadian Perinatal Mental Health Collaborative, which was formed at the beginning of this year. It brought about 50 people to Quidi Vidi Lake.
One of them was Renee Francavilla, who's a member of the collaborative. She helped organize the inaugural Flora's Walk in Barrie, Ont., in 2022 — because its cause was personal.
"At the time, I was actually in my postpartum period with my daughter," said Francavilla.
"The foundation and the purpose of the walk was something that was very dear to my heart, as it's actually something that I went through."
Flora's Walk coincides with Maternal Mental Health Awareness Week, which runs during the first week of May. The walk is held annually in memory of Flora Babakhani, a new mother from Toronto who died by suicide in early 2022, after experiencing a perinatal psychosis. The walk aims to spread awareness of all perinatal mood and anxiety disorders, which are mental health issues during pregnancy and within one year of delivery, and can range from obsessive-compulsive disorder to anxiety or depression.
Francavilla dealt with postpartum psychosis, which manifested in a lack of attachment to her daughter, as well as feeling watched, hearing voices and experiencing suicidal thoughts.
"I felt like I didn't have a daughter, which kind of sounds odd, but that's how it started off. I knew that I had a little girl, but I never felt that she was actually mine," she said.
"I knew something was not right and that I needed to seek help," Francavilla said. "I really had to kind of work through it and tell myself that the things that were going on in my head were not true."
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She said she slipped through the cracks of the Ontario health-care system and wasn't diagnosed with postpartum psychosis until she had her second child in Newfoundland and Labrador.
One in four families in the province have a similar experience to Francavilla's, said Jamie Green, adding that the number is higher than the national average of 20 per cent. In addition, perinatal mental illness also affects 10 per cent of non-birthing partners.
Green is chair of the organization's provincial chapter, and a resident physician in psychiatry at Memorial University.