
"Fake Smile 100%": Diary Of Cop's Killer In Jammu Shows Depressed Mind, Say Police Sources
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Yasir Ahmed, 36, was a domestic worker for Hemant Lohia, 57, director general of prisons in Jammu and Kashmir, whom he's accused of murdering
The personal diary of the man who allegedly murdered a top police officer in Jammu reveals a depressed mind fixated on death, police sources have said. "Dear death, come into my life," says a note. "I'm sorry I am having bad day, week, month, year, life," says another.
Yasir Ahmed, 36, was a domestic worker for Hemant Lohia, 57, director general of prisons in Jammu and Kashmir, whom he's accused of having killed Monday night. He used a broken bottle to slit the police officer's throat and tried to set his body on fire, eventually managing to run away, police said. A search is now on.
A diary that police say belongs to him carries songs in Hindi, one of which is titled, "Bhula dena mujhe" ('Forget me'). Other pages are filled with short sentences and notes — "I hate my life", "Life is just grief..." — and one has a chart that starts with a drawing of a phone battery labelled "My Life 1%".
"Love 0%, Tension 90%, Sad 99%, Fake Smile 100%," it reads further.